Erik Michael

yup

2002-07-20T07:54:37Z

everytime you eat an egg, thats like eating a chickens baby....so remember that! how would you like it if a dirtbike ran over your gozonga....you wouldn't touch daffy now....kool aid over hell bomb not to be confused with break off cheeto dust twelve year old so yeah!

ugh......

2002-07-10T11:05:04Z

just as my life is falling into place, i feel worthless once again. i had finally made my peace with a certain situation that had been bugging me, and now suddenly my best friend in the whole wide world, is just forgetting me, i dont know where or when, or even how i went wrong, but apparently i did go wrong. im sorry for any grieveneces i caused... and im sorry for being a jerk if thats what it is, the point is im just sorry and i would give anything for our friendship to go back to what it was....i feel left behind. it hurts. please just dont forget me. i dont know what i'd do.

yup

2002-05-08T20:09:04Z

Be it too long in the tanning bed or a freak industrial accident, I seem to have been born under a lucky star. I can regenerate. This allows me near instantaneous healing from even the deepest wounds. I am resilient. Thus, I am outgoing, especially when it comes to a fight. I love a good scrap, and don't mind getting a little scratched up. Why would I? Physical wounds heal quick, and I'm in no way skiddish, despite my emotional ones.

What's your superpower?

Blah!

2002-04-19T06:24:59Z

right now i feel selfish, bitchy, aware, stressed out, rejected, frustrated, alone, sorowful, oddly happy..., annoyed, pissed off, spaced out, agrivated, somewhat calm, and oh,i don't know horibly lonely....i'm a walking contradiction....but i digress, my life is pretty decent right now, which is about as much as i can ask for. it's sorta together, but only to me...if anyone else were to view my life they'd say "wow thats not together", but it's as together as i deserve,so.... im counting my blessings. i sorta feel like ive almost alienated my self from everyone though... that feeling sucks, at least i've still got a couple that i haven't alienated from i think, but what ever, at least im sorta ok...

you know what....

2002-04-04T08:24:47Z

never mind what used to be here....it was all bitter talk.....grrrrrr, and probably would have made me look like a bastard....so,instead what was here is saved onmy comp and not to be seen, yep...so how are all, and to any who may have seen this before i edited it, sorry for being mean.

in other words: THIS ENTRY HAS BEEN CENSORED!

but heres an exerpt tht i couldn't bare t delete:
".......and apon reading my label, i not only am a girl repelant,but will also explode apon destruction of my target...what a fucking life."

sorry it's scud humor.

god fucking damn it!

2002-04-04T08:00:49Z

just when i think things are going "smooth" it's all shit again, "so josh anderson is my best friend"...man that statement hurt worse than any.... god damn it,i guess like im worthless...why the fuck im wasting my time being called your bitch..
in closing i'd like to leave you with some song lyrics that are my life right now.
"didn't i give you everything?
didn't i take you where you want to be?
didn't i make you feel just like a queen?
and all that time i thought that i was getting something right?"
thissong just seems too fitting right now.

god damn it!

2002-03-17T06:35:19Z

well this is officialy it, i feel like second best in everything, i cant win, in other words i'm a fucking loser.
i dont think she realizes how i actually feel, how i think she's the greatest person i've ever met, and think of her as more than a little sister. but fuck me...she just doesn't know,...or just doesn't care, im sorry im not attractive, thats not something i cant change, i try to be the nicest,funniest person i can, but in the end it really doesn't matter, i just dont cut it, for anyting. i tried telling her once, but she dissmissed it with, "oh, okay" and "thats alright", at least she should have some mercy and reject me...that hurt me more than anything ever...and now she wont even hold through on her plans. but i forgot im a peice of shit, and my feelings don't matter, fuck my feelings. everyone views me as a big joke. and i've determined that nice guys definitly do finish last. or just not at all like me. well fuck this all, fuck me being not something, i don't know what, enough.
i hate him so much right now, so much even i couldn't even go back there. im tired of her telling me half truths all the time, man i hate him right now.... god damn.
well back to listening to emo, and crying like the pussy-core bitch that i apparently am... bye all. oh yeah, and if this complicates shit with anyone, fuck them, this isn't me hating them, it's just me venting what needs to be vented.
post script. if your best friend tells you fake shit all the time, and you hate some of your friends, and you only feel happy when your stoned...is life even worth living?
(p.s.s) this isn't any kind of suicide thing, jut a question.

yesss.....

2002-03-12T00:38:57Z

1 akward day down, but whatever, but i do really want to talk to you, once again you know who you are, even if its just a random conversation,just to get things back to...normal?

what ever.....

2002-03-11T21:15:33Z

about what i said earlier, fuck it, it doesn't matter, nor do my feelings, im an idiot, so i'll shut up now, ok bye.....
p.s. i dont want you to hate me, you know who you are.....

sigh

2002-03-11T06:08:31Z

sometimes igoring just makes the problem go away,maye not.
only time can tell, man im a jerk!
but what ever, its all goo

sigh

2002-03-11T06:07:18Z

sometimes igoring just makes the problem go away,maye not.
only time can tell, man im a jerk!
but what ever, its all goo

i dont know......

2001-12-17T18:40:32Z

i'm not quite sure whats going on anymore, i do know that i vowed never to sleep again, silly crazy creepy dreams. anywayz i have to say that murder bus rules all your lame asses!

Hahahahahahahahahahaha -murder bus

so.....

2001-11-30T18:19:38Z

how are things for everyone....well i hope as per usual...so how about alittle thingamabob yup,yup!

yeah...

2001-11-28T18:59:04Z

i guess i added that last one twice....whupps.....

So.......

2001-11-28T18:56:17Z

So, hows everyone doing, yes thats right its Erik, and i'm actually writing a live journal, what a novel concept.... well i'm now convinced more than ever that i'm an ogre, you now, green and scary. it appears finally everyones moods are calming down thats a good thing...it sucked being kinda in the center with no one i should be mad at... some one piss me off, so i can use ogre rage... i dont know im just blabbing...anyways drew draws to well...i think im going to have to kill him.
so i guess i'm signing off...

So.......

2001-11-28T18:54:21Z

Im finally going to write again

2001-10-24T17:56:17Z

i dont know, im bored, so i decided id sit around and talk about stuff via live journal, i guess i dont really have any thing to write about.... other than my love for jean claude van dam movies, including (but not exclusive to) hard target, and doublt team with dennis rodman, but if i could be serious for a moment....i'm probably going to start writing a lot more, because.... i have no life.
well see you all later.

Hey, whats up?

2001-09-26T18:13:33Z

Hey it's Erik, i've decided to become one of the masses that entertains themselves by Live Journal. (I'm lame)
well thats all.....